*darquiel

Nam Myoho Renge Kyo

And now Yuan has let me know that she doesn't feel we are compatible as a couple.
She is content and un-bothered by me being in her life but she doesn't see us a being a good match for getting maried or having children.
I feel we are a good match, but agree that at this point in time it wouldn't be good for us to get married or think about having children.
She works very hard at her job as do I.
Her job takes her out of town a lot.
And it does make things much more awkward with her mother here.
So now I am starting to explore what it will mean for me to be single again.
A vey hard thing for me to face and look at seriously.
but something I need to do.

Life is an ever changing thing.

I guess we shall see how she feels when she comes back from her next trip.

She seems to go through these phases on a fairly regular interval of time. Being happy and content and then not so much.
I am not really sure what it is that she is looking for.

I guess as a man it is always hard to understand what is going on in a womans mind.



Nam Myoho Renge Kyo